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  2005.06.28  17.47


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1 ya ok FiNGer mY bRaIn


 
  2005.06.24  21.42
I wilL fUCkINg BAnG yOU WiTh lOVE

WOW I FEEL STRANGE WRITTING IN HERE ITS BEEN SO LONG SINCE I WROTE SOME CRAP IN HERE BUT IF YOU READ THIS WELL JUST KNOW I THINK THAT I LOVE YOU FOR WHAT I DONT KNOW IM JUST BORED THIS IS SO GAY I FEEL LIKE I LOST ALOT OF FRIENDS BUT HEY IT WAS BOUND TO HAPPEN OHHH WELL SO THE NEXT TIME I WRITE IN HERE I HOPE THE SUN IS OUT CAUSE MAYBE THEN ILL BE IN A GOOD MOOD OHHHH AND IF ANYONE SEES A BURNING BUILDING RIGHT NEXT TO BOGAN IT WASNT MY FAULT HE TOLD ME TO DO IT SO I WILL



Mood: RAGGING FULL OF LOVE
 
 
3 ya oks FiNGer mY bRaIn


 
  2005.05.22  00.06


so im a billies moms house and i just had pizza and a brot worth and im full i hate this this i boring and i made smith cry ohhh well i dont know what to do   all i know is that

* I LOVE AMY*



 
 
FiNGer mY bRaIn


 
  2005.05.17  16.48


SO BY NOW EVRYONE KNOWS IM NOT REALLY IN CALIFORNIA JUST FOR FUN I RAN AWAY FROM HOME AND GOT A BAD AS JOB AS A CO-OWNER OF A BIKE SHOP WITH MY COUSIN WELL I HEARD THAT EVERYONE AT BOGAN KNOW THAT I FINALLY DROPPED OUT BUT ITS COOL I LOVE IT HERE BUT THE FIRST CHANCE I GET TO GO TO CHICAGO I WILL JUST TO VISIT *AMY* WELL GOT TO GO BACK TO WORK

PLZ SEND ME ANY PICS OF ANYONE SO I CAN REMEMBER YOU GUYS WELL GOODBYE AND TAKE CARE





Mood: I MISS AMY
 
 
1 ya ok FiNGer mY bRaIn


 
  2005.05.16  16.22


so im still in cali and im so bored but at least im not in school

anywho i miss my friends and AMY but ill be back soon

did you guys know that that california naimal is a bear

well i got new shoes and a shit load of stuff

we probalby have to stay  longer so i probably wont go to school this whole week

if everything goes good in school  when i graduate i wana take a road trip to cali again  and maybe stay in cali for good..

well i miss yous all if any one talkes to moe give him a big hug and tell him that i love him

and BEN stay away from AMY .........BITCH......

and stay the hell out of my house....





Mood: i miss amy
 
 
2 ya oks FiNGer mY bRaIn


 
  2005.05.14  00.56


SO IM IN  CALIFORNIA RIGHT NOW AND IM LOVIN IT

I GET TO MISS 4 DAYS OF SCHOOL AND CHILL

I MISS EVERYONE  ESPECIALLY  MY WIFE

WELL IM AT MY COUSINS HOUSE AND I LOVE IT

MY COUSIN KNOW THE FUCKIN BASSIST FROM RAGE AGAINST THE MACHINE TIM B.

 AND

HE HAS HIS BASS HE USED IN EVIL EMPIRE AND I GOT TO PLAY WITH IT

WELL I WENT TO SANTA MONICA BEACH AND IT WAS HOT

WELL I PROBALBY WONT GO BACK TO SCHOOL TILL LIKE WEDNESDAY

SO EVERYONE TAKE CARE

I MISS YOU BEN AND JUAN



 
 
5 ya oks FiNGer mY bRaIn


 
  2005.05.06  08.32


So yesterday was our big day. we did our tango performance and our salsa performance at 26 street. i love the way our tango went but we kind of really fucked up on our salsa it went horrible. thanks moni, clari, and gaby  and anyone else who was there. i had tons of fun yesterday i spend all day with my wife. we chilled at her house for a while and then we went to drop of her mom at her aunts beauty shop so me and amy went to go get !!ICE CREAM!! then we just chilled back at her house and waited for her mom to call us so we could pick her up. we went to pick her up  and then we dropped her of at home and then we went to rainy where i saw the other love of my life ,BILLY PACELLI,( if you dont know who billy is he is the guy who's pic i posted and you guys said it looked like pablo) ohhh man did that take me back, we had so much fun and plus it was my friend bobs birthday, and we just chilled. me and billy talked about our attraction for each other. but i told him that it was to late for us to do anything now cause i was married. well yesterday was a very intresting day BUT i loved it.



Mood: HAD SEX WITH LOVE
 
 
FiNGer mY bRaIn


 
  2005.05.04  22.22


DOES ANYONE KNOW IF LIFE LIKES SOME MORE THEN OTHERS CAUSE I KNOW I'M NOT LIKED



Mood: I DRANK TO MUCH LOVE
 
 
2 ya oks FiNGer mY bRaIn


 
  2005.05.02  22.05


WHY IS IT THAT THE LITTLE THINGS THAT STAB YOU IN THE HEART ALWAYS HURT THE MOST? IS IT BECAUSE THEY ARE SO SMALL THAT YOU CANT SEE THEM?

OR IS IT BECAUSE THEY ARE SO SMALL THAT WE AVOID THEM?

OR IS IT BECAUSE WE THINK THEY WONT HURT AS MUCH?





Mood: SOLO & AFFRAID OF WHATS 2 COME
 
 
FiNGer mY bRaIn


 
  2005.05.01  23.06


so i just home from work and it sucked

i miss my wife and i need a hug

so i went to gurnee mall today and i got a new radio for the car and i spend like $200 on clothes i never spend that much on clothes

anyways my weekend sucked suppose to spend time with amy but i never happend AGAIN

ohhhh i almost for got i can wait to see the face on mrs smith a.k.a SATAN's face when i tell her im not doing any more shit for her she help her dieing fuckin father and i can always report then her drug addict son never helped me so he couldn't of gotten his community hours ha ha ha ha ha

oh well i miss BEN and now i am goin to sit here and do nothing





Mood: sleepy with love
 
 
2 ya oks FiNGer mY bRaIn


 
  2005.04.24  09.32


click on this link and take my friends quiz

let see how well you people know me

 

http://www.quizyourfriends.com/yourquiz.php?quizname=050424123011-255398



 
 
5 ya oks FiNGer mY bRaIn


 
  2005.04.22  12.43


SO MY DAY IS GOING GOOD EXCEPT FOR THE WHOLE FIRE DRILL SHIT

I GOT TO SEE MY WIFE CAUSE I MISSED HER YESTERDAY.....

WAIT THIS DAY SUX WHAT AM I TALKING ABOUT

SEEING AMY IS THE ONLY GOOD THING ABOUT TODAY....

MRS SMITH PUT ME ON THE SPOT TODAY 5th PERIOD...

BUT I DONT BLAME HER........

WELL I DONT FEEL GOOD AND I HAVE TO GOT OT WORK TODAY

I WANT TO SPEND THIS WEEKEND WITH AMY BUT IT FEELS LIKE ITS GOING TO

BE ANOTHER LONG LONLEY WEEKEND.....

MONI THANKS 4 EVERYTHING AND I KNOW I KNOW I HAVE TO HABLAR CON ELLA





Mood: RUSTY LOVE BULLET IN MY HEART
 
 
1 ya ok FiNGer mY bRaIn


 
  2005.04.19  15.08


so i just found out about the bbq on the 6th

and if you want to go i need the money but a WEEK from NOW

***********back to my life**********

i had a tennis game today and i didn't even know about it

man i feel bad for my sexy tennis partner ROBERTO

anyways i went and got some ice cream after school ****yay****

i went with amy and steph

well im going to juanitos house and then the mall then class ****yay****

 

 

i live the dawson's creek life



 
 
1 ya ok FiNGer mY bRaIn


 
  2005.04.19  12.14


so i hear that there is a rumer going around

but i doesnt bother me

what bothers me is that my so called friends beleive it

and that they are talknig about my other friends

what the rumer is about doesnt bother me

do rumers ever bother me? NO

i just want to know why people aren't asking me to my face its not like i bite and i dont get mad

I MISS BEN HE IS NOT IN SCHOOL AND I NEED HIM

I LOVE YOU BEN





Mood: LIKE I ATE LIES AT HUCK FINN
 
 
3 ya oks FiNGer mY bRaIn


 
  2005.04.18  12.40


wow its been a while since i posted i think

well this was the BEST weekend ever in my life and that

is the truth.:)

well im bored and i have tennis practice everyday and then class in the night

"man" i get so tired i need to go home and do laundry i have dirty clothes

anyways i finnaly bought luncheon tickets and now i know i am deffinitly going.

well this mourning we all went to huck finn and all i ate was cheese cake and three cups of coffee

 i feel real sick i think something is really wrong with me and i should go see a doctor

cause i feel sick everytime i eat something.

well im bored and i want to go bowling .-.-.-.-.-.O.......()..()..()





Mood: excited but confused
 
 
1 ya ok FiNGer mY bRaIn


 
  2005.04.13  12.55


so today like everyday im going to class with the WIFE yesterday night was the shit again we actually talked about >>>>>YEAH

today i play KELLY HIGH SCHOOL  they are going DOWN



 
 
5 ya oks FiNGer mY bRaIn


 
  2005.04.13  12.30


some one please come touch me before i become a bigger

fag and go find some robots who are just like me to be friends with



 
 
5 ya oks FiNGer mY bRaIn


 
  2005.04.10  12.33


SO YESTERDAY WAS THE SHIT

I HAD TO GO TO WORK BUT THATS COOL THOUGH CAUSE I GOT OUT OF WORK AT 3

RIGHT WHEN I GOT HOME I TALKED TO AMY AND SHE CAME AND PICKED ME UP AND WE WENT TO COSTCO FOR "RAISINS"

(INSIDE JOKE)

THEN LATER IN THE NIGHT SHE CAME AND PICKED ME UP AND WE WENT TO A FAMILY PARTY AND IT WAS FUN

LATER LIKE AT 10:30 WE WENT TO HER HOUSE CAUSE SHE HAD TO CHANGE AND I HAD A BEER WITH HER DAD AND WE WATCHED A SOCCER GAME (GOOOOOOOOOAAAAAAL)

WE LEFT AND WENT TO HECTOR'S HOUSE AND I TOOK 2 SHOTS OF JIM BEAN (MAN EVERY ONE WAS GIVING ME LIQUOR LAST NIGHT)

ANYWAYS WE WENT TO A CAFE/CLUB ON LIKE 21 AND ASHLAND AND IT WAS $4 TO GET IN ANDS $3 FOR BEER

IT WAS AWSOME THEY DIDNT EVEN CARD ME I NEED TO GO BACK THERE MORE OFTEN

ANYWAYS WE LEFT THERE LIKE AT 2 CAUSE WE HAD TO TAKE STEPH HOME AND SHE HAD TO BE BACK BY LIKE 1:30

SO YEAH SHE WAS LATE BUT IT WAS COOL I GOT DROPPED OFF AND MY DAY WAS SEXY





Mood: ON FIRE
 
 
10 ya oks FiNGer mY bRaIn


 
  2005.04.07  10.42


so yesterday was the best we went to ford city it was ben me and my wife

we left ben at moe's job and me and amy went to.........."YEAH"

we left and we went up to stevenson and i saw a couple of friends so i introduced them to my lovely wife

it got kind of boring so we left and we dropped off ben and we went back to my old neighborhood

and then we went to marquette park and we parked somewhere and we walked to the bridge and we went walking around

and stopped to look at the reflection of the lights on the water

it was beautiful we were there till like 11 cause thats when the park closes

.......WELL.....today i got to go to our dance class at 8 it is so much fun!!!!!!!

i have a tennis game today i hope it rains cause i dont want to go the game i'm so tired

(*)^(*)^(*)ADIOS (*)^(*)^(*)





Mood: bit by the sleepy bug
 
 
1 ya ok FiNGer mY bRaIn


 
  2005.04.04  10.38


this weekend was cool  me , ben, marcela, and steph, wen down town to a concert but we got lost

it was fun. me and steph were chekin out cool cars while ben and marcela were like making out inthe back seat

there was this old guy with a bad ass evolution and me and steph were checking it out  and the old basterd took of

on us

ohhh well he had a bad ass car

anyways i missed amy this whole weekend i got to talk to her on the phone and it was fun but it hurt

well i had 5 tennis games on sat and we won 1 out of 5

we suck

well im at school and i m happy cause i had breakfest and PORN before school

and cause i got to see my wife!!!!!!!!!  yay

 





Mood: REALLY FUCKIN CONFUSED
 
 
5 ya oks FiNGer mY bRaIn


 
  2005.04.01  08.54


i had so much fun yesterday i went to the dance class with amy and

i learned so cool new stuff.

later we went to the gas station and she parked in the handicapped spot

cause she is handicapped ha ha ha ha

anyways she gave me 3 pic of her at from her photo shoot

 "!!!!!!!!OHHH GOD THEY ARE SO HOT!!!!!!!!"

well im so tired and i have to go to work today

oohhh well hopefully tomorrow amy and i and "MAYBE" ben and his girl will come with us to the movies.

"MAYBE"





Mood: chipper
 
 
5 ya oks FiNGer mY bRaIn


 
  2005.03.31  13.23


 IM SO TIRED I JUST NEED TO GO HOME AND SLEEP

TODAY SUCKED IT WAS ALL SHITTY OUTSIDE

WELL I DIDNT DO SHIT YESTERDAY

I STAYED AT HOME AND TALKED TO JUAN AND MONI

AND THEN BEN CAME OVER AND WE DID NOTHING

I TALKED TO AMY ON THE PHONE AND THEN LIKE AT 9 BEN WENT HOME

TODAY KIND OF SUCKS  I GOT TENNIS I THINK BUT ITS COOL

I DONT CARE LATER AT 8 ILL BE WITH THE WIFE

AND I KNOW MY DAY WILL BE FINE

I HOPE ITS NICE OUT ON SATURDAY I GOT MY FIRST TENNIS GAME

 

 





Mood: tired
 
 
7 ya oks FiNGer mY bRaIn


 
  2005.03.30  12.43


    IM SO

*!*!HOT!*!*



 
 
4 ya oks FiNGer mY bRaIn


 
  2005.03.29  08.36


 

I FINALLY GOT OUR COOL PICTURE ON HERE GOD ANY WAYS THIS IS THE PIC OF ME AND MY WIFE





Mood: FULL OF DRUGS
 
 
4 ya oks FiNGer mY bRaIn


 
  2005.03.28  21.25


THIS IS A PICTURE OF ME WHEN I WAS A REBEL IN MEXICO
!!!!!!! I KILLED ZAPATA !!!!!!!




Mood: LIKE KILLING
 
 
4 ya oks FiNGer mY bRaIn


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